Hi! Please... Read this if you are willing.

Hi… I, as y’all probably know, I am ben. I have something that I want to say. It has been on my mind for quite some time… But I feel like I should actually say something finally. Although… I feel it may make it worse. I have known for a long time that I am far from the most popular person on the site… But i have had several incidents where I come on the chat, and nobody even acknowledges me, but are all happy and friendly with other people coming on. I also find myself halfway begging to join something other people are getting invited to do right in front of me… Sometimes they still have said no… Well… Regardless… I feel like I have done something or do something that annoys everyone… my question is this. What is it about me or what is it I do/have done that makes me such an afterthought? Why am I ignored more than other people? Please… I just… I want to know what is going on… You guys can kik me, Skype me, pm me, or even leave a comment in this thread if you want… I just am tired of feeling this way.

It is okay, Ben! You have not annoyed me or disturbed me. In fact, I do not consider you an afterthought either. Whenever I log in, I enjoy interacting with you. Whether it be in the chatbox or in our rp. Honestly I feel the same way as you sometimes. Like I am a ghost in the chat. But I try not to let it get to me. Anyway listen, if you ever just need someone to talk to, I am willing to. See you around on the site, Ben! ^^